I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad....

I have the song Mad World stuck in my head. If you haven't heard it, definitely spend the time to do so, it's worth it. SO anywhozits, These are the things that are new in my life. AHEM....long list:

-I have my tongue pierced and I had my lobes redone. So total (so far)I have 6 piercings. YAY!!!
-I am going to Local Feast with Emphatic and Shaman's Harvest, it is going to be AHMAYZIN -laugh- I can't wait for it. It's only got about two weeks, less even.
-I got my old job back...it might seem like a whatev thing, but I'm really happy because 1. I needed a job and 2. I love that place.
-I have a new boyfriend. He's a great guy. I'm really happy to be with him.
-I should hopefully be getting another tattoo soon because I just can't help myself and I really really really want one.
-I might be getting a new phone company, which I'm kinda excited for because if I do then I'll be getting a crackberry...I mean blackberry -laugh-

I should add to this list the things in which I am grateful for. I think sometimes people don't realize all they have sometimes and might possibly take advantage of these things. I know not everyone will see this, but I think that I should say it none the less. This this will be even longer. People's don't have to read the whole thing it's more of for me than anything.

-My friends, especially my besties. So they know who they are I am going to list them, and so they don't think I'm choosing one over another I will do so in alphabetical order.
--Jessica Rasnick
--Jessica Wilson
--Stephanie Cool
I would like to add to this that just because you're not in that particular list does not mean you are not important to me. I've just known those three girls for over 7yrs and they've seen me go through the best of times and the absolute worse. I have to give them special props.
-I'm grateful to my sister for letting me stay at her house for basically rent free. I know we don't always agree Danyel, but I love you and I'm really appreciative for all the things you've done for me. I don't know what I would do without you.
-I would like to say now that the best dad in the world is my dad. In no ways does this mean he is perfect, and he wasn't always a good father, but he is the sweetest man alive and I care more for him than I could ever put into words. I love my dad so very much. I'm lucky to have someone in my life as great and caring as him.
-My baby sister, my nephew and my nieces. They may not appear to play a large roll in my life, but sometimes seeing them happy and alive and healthy and just so full of what the world can give them makes me so grateful that I get to see something so extraordinary.
-I also want to add that I'm lucky to have the material things that I have because not everyone has them and even though they are not nearly as important as the immaterial things who doesn't like having a car or a cell or a laptop? Exactly, no one. They might not be the "best" but I have them.

I'm sure there are many more things, and if I forgot something by all means I'm sure I'll show appreciation for it later, but for now this will do. I know this is a long post, but I just feel I had to get it out.

I also want to say that I love the people in my life. If you mean something to me, and you know if you do (obviously) and if you have any doubts please let me know that you're not sure where you stand with me, I love you. I am lucky, grateful, appreciative, happy and blessed to have you in my life. I might not always say it, but as of right now I am. I love you.

...the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.